Why God brought me to fall in love with an atheist? Maybe he's using me to bring him to your light. He says he's my affair and I'm cheating on you, God, cause you are my true husband. I find him slip sometimes and believe in you, saying thank God for this and then say I mean thank me. He's starting to believe in you, I can see. He just wants proof you exist. My self esteem has dropped tremendously, so I pray you'll being that back up for me, and help me show him you do exist. Help me to put my foot down with his habits. He never went to church until he met me and this was before I knew he was an atheist. First time he went, we went to 2 different churches. He says he'll change my beliefs, but I disagree. In the end, he'll believe. I just need you to help me, God.
