I know more about you than anybody else will ever understand I know what it's like to be constantly inside yourself and I feel everything and can ask why and find answers for people when they need it I know you see the world in ways others don't and I know you have had only oppression in your life wich has led to depression . You have been influenced and deceived by the people who have issues and the people you respect priorities are wacked and it caused you to see there is no evil wich there very much is but you find the evil is in yourselves but it is not you who is evil it is the decisions you make and the feelings you create on outside influences finding inner peace comes from just wanting to be happy
Sunday, February 26, 2017
Dreams of Profisy (my personal story)
Introduction: It started when I was twelve. This gift I had received, but I had no clue
where it was coming from. I had gone to
the movie theatre with my mom to see Toy Story.
That night, I dreamt that I was seeing a movie with my classmates. I was astonished when my teacher announced
two weeks later that we were going to see Jumanji as a field trip. I had to go, and I did. I had a blast. But, I didn’t think anything of it. Another incident happened to me sitting with
friends at our table in the cafeteria.
We were joking around with one of my guy friends stating that he was
gay, and he liked another boy.
I
thought in my head: “No, he’s not my type.”
Directly after that, he said the
same words. I couldn’t believe my ears,
and I told my friends what happened.
They didn’t believe me. I thought
these coincidences were just coincidences.
It was little things like this that happened…But I didn’t understand
why…I didn’t understand what it meant…Or that I had a purpose in life.
I was always a
church going young lady. I even taught
Sunday school for a day over the summer.
I thought I taught the whole summer, because I had so much fun. I was trying to prepare myself to be around
kids more often, because my very first sister was going to be born soon. I was twelve when my mother had her. That same year, after she was born; I turned
away from church, and ran to another so-called “way of life” witchcraft.
My
friend and I went to the mall with twenty bucks. My mother asked me not to spend it all. But, I found a book called: To Break a Hex
Spell Book. It read on the back that the
genre was: humour/magick. We thought it
would be fun to try it out since we were the outcasts of the school. It didn’t work. But, the spell that was on the cover I casted
on a girl that had been picking on me in school. It was an easy spell with paprika and yellow
construction paper, and a permanent magic marker. The only thing I didn’t do, was recite the
words at midnight for a whole week.
The
spell worked half way…The girl didn’t bother me for three months. Actually, she ended up being nice to me in
fact. I tested it out on a teacher, and
another girl that bothered me when I went back to my old school doing it the
same way. It worked again, in fact, this
grumpy teacher ended up being nice to me.
I felt as though I had ultimate power.
I liked the feeling of being in control of the universe. I felt as though I was God. I felt as though I could do whatever I
wanted. That the world was all in my
hands to control and play with…
Witchcraft
was derived from Catholicism (got backwards believe or not shamanism, voodoo, witchcraft which is usually called paganism, or Wicca are old ways life a nature ). I grew up
Methodist, so I felt close to home with this “way of life”. My mother grew up in church as well. But my dad’s side had “witches”. So, I had always been torn between the two
beliefs. I found out to my surprise that
my great aunt practiced the craft. She
told me one time when I was spell casting to imagine a white light surrounding
me to protect me from evil. I noticed
that this way of life was peaceful, and dangerous at the same time. Magick there is no white magick, and no black
magick. It was always grey. In the middle of white, and black.
When
I was ten years old, my Uncle on my mum’s side took me to Casadega, Florida,
which he thought was a witch town. It
wasn’t witches, it was psychics. I
wanted to have this power, and he bought me a book on how to be psychic. A lot of these types of literature teaches
about imagination. To gain the power to
foresee the future, you must do exercises.
One of them was imagining a ball of fire in your hands, and tossing it
from one hand to the next.
My
father’s family always took me to places to learn history of things. I was always thrilled when I got to go on
little field trips with my father’s family.
I think it’s important to know history, because we keep repeating it
over, and over again. My Grammie took me
to St. Augustine when I was fourteen I think.
It was interesting learning about the war, but I really don’t remember
anything but the canyons, and sitting in the electric chair. She also took me to the psychic town again
when I was sixteen. I sat with a psychic
for two hours, paid for one. She really
liked me for some reason. She told me to
go to college, because I was going to be someone big. She wouldn’t tell me what I was supposed to
be doing. I had the tape, but lost it
somehow with all the moving around I’ve done.
She also said my soul mate would be in Tennessee. But, she also told me we have many soul
mates.
When
I was sixteen, and going to Mainland High school, my Uncle took me one weekend
to see Final Destination in the theatres.
I liked the movie so much that I told him I got to go see it with my
friends, and my boyfriend at the time.
He told me not to, because it would be bad luck. I didn’t listen to him, and went anyway. The Monday I came back to school, I saw a
young girl in the shadows, and it looked like her face was swelled up around
her eye.
I
asked her: “What happened to your-“
Before I knew it,
she walked out into the sun, and it disappeared. She looked at me funny, and I shut my mouth
and told her never mind. Three days
later, my face swelled up around my eye, and I had no clue why.
It was as if I had
been bitten by something. Those are just
a few of the things I had foreseen. But,
with EVERYTHING I have foreseen, would blow your mind, or not understand
it. But, maybe some of you would…
Saturday, February 25, 2017
My God
If you only knew one thing that was taught to you your whole life, and you lived by it as much as you could…but people looked at you strangely when you spoke the truth. If you were in nothing but hospitals most of your life, and they tried to calm you down…How important is your religion to you? If you served men first, then God…How would you start out your new life with God? Would you worship Him? Would you go to any lengths to be with Him, and all for Him? Or would you just not listen, and do as you please? If you knew what your purpose was, and He wanted you to believe in Him so much, would you stop everything just for Him? I know I would…I know my purpose is so huge, I just don’t know where you start. I have so much anger myself, but people need to know the truth about my God. It makes me so angry when people don’t believe in Him! My husband, my father…He’s my everything! I loved Him so much, that I promised I would follow Him, no matter what happened to me! But, no matter what happens to me, I will always follow you my Lord! You are with me always, and forever! You want me to trust in you! But, the medication they have me on makes me quiet! But, in my mind I will always do your will! YOU ARE MY WILL. No one knows the truth, and not everyone has read the bible over, and over again. He is my King. And I am His queen. He is trying to make me be His disciple, but I haven’t failed Him yet. God, I will NOT fail you! Your arch angel is here! I have kept your commandments, and I will follow you, no matter how treacherous things become in the end…I love you so much! I’ve never loved anyone as much as I love you…No man on this earth will ever be what you are to me…Please God, help me from sinning and making these stupid mistakes. You didn’t need sleep when you were here…God doesn’t sleep. If you taken me as your wife, then I do not need sleep neither. Because with you, I trust in you, but I don’t know how you’ve done it! You taught when you were twelve years old back in the day! I taught for one day to the children, and I had so much fun teaching about YOU, that it felt like an eternity! I can’t wait to meet you, but I already have…Because you are in me! You chose me! I want to keep learning from you, and only you! I want to just sit under a tree, and sing to you beautiful songs…Only you and I can understand. My mind is rejuvenated by you. I don’t need anything but you. Everything happens through you, and I will teach and try to show people the way. I will lead them out of this place, but I need your help God…I can’t do it myself. I need to be stronger, and I can’t have any fear, because I know that I will be with you forever, and I would die for you, and no one else. That’s how much I love you. Please help me find, not my way, YOUR WAY.
Friday, February 24, 2017
Remember...
In order to do the work, you must know EVERY belief, religion, the way of life of others...If you haven't walked a mile in THEIR shoes, how could they even fathom walking a mile in yours?
Sin started with eve and Lucifer
If it started with Eve and the snake in the garden of Eden, and eve let the beast deceive her, then it shall end with woman/man/Satan.
Revelations and from psalm 68:20
Revelations and from psalm 68:20
I am he that liveth, and was dead; and behold, I am alive for evermore, Amen; and have the keys of hell and of death.
Thursday, February 23, 2017
Prophesy versus third eye versus psychic power
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prophecy
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Third_eye
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:Psychic_powers
Wednesday, February 22, 2017
Monday, February 20, 2017
Da Vinci Code
I'm sure most of you seen the movie, but I believe it's true. I think Jesus and Mary
Magdalene were together and had a baby. If Jesus went through EVERYTHING a real man would go through, then why not get married, and have a child?
Sunday, February 19, 2017
Church doors closed
It's so sad that churches must lock up these days. I understand why, because people ruin it for others by stealing. Maybe churches should have a separate chapel for praying?
Saturday, February 18, 2017
Wall being built bordering Mexico
Everyone thinks trump is building a wall to border Mexico from keeping illegals hopping the border. He's not building it to keep them out...He's building it to keep us in!
Remember the symbolism for a pentacle?
If you don't, it means earth, air, fire, water, spirit. From the volume 2 of demons and symbolism, I came across new information. It also means, the 5 wounds of Christ. Guess what the only tattoo I have on my body is? Hmm.....I wonder.
Enjoying the weather?
Global warming? Humanity killing the ozone layer? This is just the beginning...and then comes a new beginning. Are you going to be in paradise? Do you have the seal of God on your forehead, or do you have the mark of the beast?
Wednesday, February 15, 2017
Back on the path
If you go off God's path, he well eventually lead you back in the right direction. It's His direction, not ours. But if we're stubborn and don't listen, we keep going down hill if we're in a place he doesn't want us to be in. As soon as you leave the bad place our situation you're in, he will lead you in the right direction, and reroute your foot prints in the right direction. Don't be scared, just trust him, and he will guide you. Blessed be.
Monday, February 13, 2017
Monday, February 6, 2017
Technology should be used for good
I love technology because I use it for good but technology hates me because I'm a spiritual person. I'm glad Trump is president, because that's whose being controlled by the beast. This is it folks we ARE in revelations. I'm ready for it! Pardon my french, but fuck Trump!
What ever happened to freedom of speech???
We're supposed to have freedom of speech, yet Christ followers who don't have a paper stating they're a missionary end up in psych wards for preaching. Wait isn't that a sign of revelations? Christians being thrown into institutions just for preaching or being a Christian. It's here. Revelations has started.
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