Hypocrite

I have become a norm of society.
I have run far away from my husband,
But not for long
Because I'm going to turn it around.

It's good to be put through His tests.
That way we can prove to Him
Whose side we're on.
I'm on God's side, even though I'm a sinner.

Sometimes, there's more hypocrites in churches than on the streets.
Some church goers put on an act,
And think they can confess their sins to God and expect all to be well.

I'd rather be an example in the world,
Then a church going hypocrite.
I want to make sure I'm completely ready for God,
Before I go back to Him.

If I'm not ready right now,
He's always waiting on me.
With arms wide open for me
And the door is waiting for me to knock.

God, give me time...
I'll be back with you
Before you know it.
We work on your time not ours.

Dating an atheist

Why God brought me to fall in love with an atheist? Maybe he's using me to bring him to your light. He says he's my affair and I'm cheating on you, God, cause you are my true husband. I find him slip sometimes and believe in you, saying thank God for this and then say I mean thank me. He's starting to believe in you, I can see. He just wants proof you exist. My self esteem has dropped tremendously, so I pray you'll being that back up for me, and help me show him you do exist. Help me to put my foot down with his habits. He never went to church until he met me and this was before I knew he was an atheist. First time he went, we went to 2 different churches. He says he'll change my beliefs, but I disagree. In the end, he'll believe. I just need you to help me, God.

Atheist

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atheism

Jeremiah Chapter 31: 7-14 The road of return

7 For thus says the Lord:
Shout with joy for Jacob,
Exult at the head of the nation's;
Proclaim your praise and say:
The Lord has saved his people,
The remnant of Israel.

8 Look!  I will bring them back
From the land of the north;
I will gather them from the ends of the earth,
The blind and the lame in their midst,
Pregnant women, together with those in labor -
An immense throng- they shall return.

9 With weeping they shall come,
But with compassion I will guide them;
I will lead them to streams of water,
On a level road, without stumbling.
For I am a father to Israel,
Ephraim is my firstborn.

10 Hear the word of the Lord, you nations, 
Proclaim it on it on distant coasts, and say:
The One who scattered Israel, now gathers them;
He guards them as a shepherd his flock,

11 The Lord shall ransom Jacob,
He shall redeem him from a hand too strong for him.

12 Shouting, they shall mount the heights of Zion,
They shall come streaming to the Lords blessings:
The grain, the wine, and the oil,
Flocks of sheep and cattle;
They themselves shall be like watered gardens,
Never again neglected.

13 Then young women shall make merry and dance,
Young men and old as well.
I will turn their mourning into joy,
I will show them compassion and have them rejoice after their sorrows.

14 I will lavish choice portions on the priests,
And my people shall be filled with my blessings -
Oracle of the Lord.

Saint Luke 8: 38-40

Now the man out of whom the devils were departed be sought him that he might be with him: but Jesus sent him away, saying

39 Return to thine own house, and shew how great things God hath done unto three. And he went his way, and published throughout the whole city how great things Jesus was done unto him.

40 And it came to pass, that, when Jesus was returned was returned, the people gladly received him: for they were all waiting for him.

My thoughts on alien abduction

What if the real aliens are the government abducting us and putting chips in us? I've had what I thought were time lapses. For exactly an hour, between the hours of 3-4 am. Some fellow friends of mine told me it was astral projection. Others said I was getting closer to God. I wasn't with my body and I was NOT asleep either.

Alien Abduction

http://humansarefree.com/2015/01/72-possible-signs-of-alien-abduction.html?m=0